Probably the most recent picture of myself I have.
I can’t go for a single day without being insulted, or told I’m not good enough, too fat, ugly etc. Not by “society” or the “general population” but by my own fucking family. The people closest to me.
Today besides the normal put downs and insults I usually get, I found a message between my boyfriend and his friend. They were talking about this youtube video.
In the message he literally said this made him want to kill himself.
I don’t know what to do.
I feel like the most awful, ugly, disappointing person in the world sometimes.
P.S. I know you don’t care. I know no one cares about my feelings on the internet. This is my blog and I’m allowed to say whatever the hell I want here.
“The universe is not required to be in perfect harmony with human ambition.” •Carl Sagan